Something that might help you find that calm you're seeking - try being a little less serious now and again.

[ honestly, he's not joking either. she's under the impression that Nascere is some safe haven for freedom, because he hasn't spoken of the nastier sides, or what piracy really is. of ned low and how charles dealt with him. admirable as her convictions are, these aren't the people a girl with such noble values should strive to associate with. ]

The point I was making is you stop being a child when you prove you're more. It takes more than words.